SMILE and get HIGH (:

2007-10-14T16:40:00.000+08:00

SCREAMS!
organic chemistry is driving me nuts. please teach me to love it. gawd. HELP.! im on the verge of giving up. simply cant uds anything. and i haf to take it for 4 years. how great can this get. someone please tell me.

mid terms are drawing near. after tt its the finals. i cant wait to go out, travel, chill, shop etc... anything but study.

organic organic...

2007-10-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

DATUK!

One day after the term break... and it still feels like a holiday.

Updates!

26/09-28/09

went to datuk with the trek comm ppl for 2D1N. after tat it was FUN at MALACCA.! it was a gd experience climbing up tt mountain as the gradient is rather steep. i was also amazed at how fast we actually manage to bond with each other and haf fun. (: the encouragement that was given to one another. the help and support we render to each other while conqueoring the mountain. All in all, it was awesome.! =D

P.S. I HAVE TO SAY THIS.! the food that we had at the summit...was.... GREAT! i think its the best food that i ever had while trekking/camping. hahas. =D i miss playing bridge and dai dee with all of them.! ahh!

The only down part was that i had a sprain while coming down. Now, i feel so "handicap". Wells. i just hope my ankle recovers fast. like super fast. i cant wait to start jumping around again and stop missing out on g00d stuff.! hehes =D

2007-07-31T20:20:00.000+08:00

5 more days

and its the start of a new chapter in life.. actually, i cant wait to live in a hostel and sometimes i cant help but to wonder hows life gonna be like in uni.
time flies. and sooonnn i will be officially 19 years old.! (: yayness!
wells. lifes been gr8 recently. it can only get better. now, the only reason that im blogging is because i hate packing my things. you see, i haf to get ready for hall life and im shifting in with the girls tml. but sheesh. its such a dread to pack my things! i just feel like shifting my whole room there!! its like i almost need everything inside my room....
i guess i shld stop ranting and motivate myself to pack my stuff b4 its too late. i still have got a show to catch frm 9-11pm. and that leaves me with half an hour for packing. AHHHH.!!! bye.

2007-06-21T18:42:00.000+08:00

kinder bueno.
now i know why my brother gets hook onto it.! its simply tooo...... irresistable. (:
the guy is over at bintan having camps. i need some entertainment.! hahas. wells, heres a summay of wad happen ytd.
i became the first "MAC delivery girl" ytd.! andd... IM LOVING IT! (: hahas. brought some food down to SBA. and woah.! some of the matches are definetly worth watching. i love those "neck to neck" competitions. i love watching those matches whereby e players are fighting to outshine their opponents. its interesting. badminton anyone?
now. im just awaiting to go WWW wif my family tml.
goodnight ppl.

2007-06-16T17:37:00.000+08:00

again.
i find myself "playing" tug of war.

2007-06-15T18:36:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA 110607

thats us on the sentosa express, heading back to vivo city (:
wells, it was fun hanging out with them! hahas. i want more outings!
wells, i never knew that uni appilcation can be so complicating. why cant the handbooks be less wordy and more summarise? goodness. and after filling the application forms, im still wondering if i did everything right and if i missed out anything =x shhheessshhh.

2007-06-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

small shopping trip.
after much hesistation, i finally got my crumpler bag! hehes. (: im so happy.! oh wells, my rotting, moulding and decomposing session is finally gonna be over tml.! hahas. gonna head down to sentosa tml wif my friends. hopefully it doesnt rain and i will be able to get a nice tan tml w/o getting sunburn =)
gonna go get some rest now. nights ppl.!

2007-06-08T16:14:00.000+08:00

CAMPFIRE.!

yesyes. im back to blog. so dont say i didnt.

wells, i just came back from GG camp ytd. Overall, the camp was gr8. The GUIDES were WOAH.! Its been a long tym since i did a camp and for a moment, i felt rather "rusty" in handling a camp. However, i managed to learn alot from this camp. hehs (: im so glad that cheryl, idam, cheeky and rin were there to help me out! BIG THANKS TO YA PPL.! They were like my hands, legs and eyes during the camp (: Its a great experience, i must say. Some photos frm the camp.

From Top Left (clockwise moment) : Cheeky, idam, rin, cheryl and me!

Them.

Cheryl and me (:

2007-04-25T08:52:00.000+08:00

Baby won’t you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don’t wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget.

saying goodbye is probably the toughest thing that we had to do. ya haf become a voice in my head. but i would try to fullfill my promises, no matter how long its gonna take. im gonna smile. Right now, even if it may seem that im living my life for ya. i do nt care. just be that 2 out of 10.
god, please protect him. shelter him.
god, please give us the strength.

2007-03-22T11:24:00.000+08:00

break
yeah-ness! im finally done wif my university online application! (: LOL.
break. yupp. a good one week break from camps. time to haf fun and just hang out late wif all my frens and to be dere for this fren of mine. i guess this is wad this whole week is about. (:

pursuit of happiness. paris jet'aime. TMNT. mr beans holiday. AND MORE.. anyone?

2007-03-17T14:11:00.000+08:00

its spreading.
ppl are talkin.
friends are wondering.
close friends are asking.
im staring blankly at the television.
thinking that it sucks hurting a good friend.
how strong is this "special" bond?
thanks and im nt takin "it" for granted.
out``
one word : forbbiden.
i guess that sums up everything.

2007-03-02T10:19:00.000+08:00

sheesh. i can feel those butterflies in my stomach NOW.
today its d-day. break it or make it. (: im definetly praying for the best.
AHHH!!!

e.e. cummings - i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

2007-02-19T14:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!

i know he understands.
are we living in reality or denial?
reality, i suppose.

I'm...
Born to SMILE
Born to LOVE
Born to HAVE FUN

2007-02-10T17:47:00.000+08:00

deyi sec. was great.! the campers were interesting. my group was different and unique in their own ways. without them, i wouldnt be able to learn more and they were fun! (:
the low side of the camp was that there wasnt any high/low elements. just imagine camps without that. i think i know exactly how they feel.
But all werent great with camps...
really?
(:

2007-01-26T14:25:00.000+08:00

mood: restless.

RIDIN` by CHAMILLIONAIRE KRAYZIE BONE.
No offence but till now. i find this song super irritating cause someone in camp uses this song as a morning alarm and it never fails to wake me up. Whats worst. it rings non stop for at least half an hour before we actually need to wake up.
Yesterday's mini gathering at nydc was great.! (: at least i enjoyed myself. LOVES* nice company, nice food, nice environment. 7 years of friendship and counting. i miss ya girls. i miss those times. hahas.
Having briefing at dfac tml. hope everything turns out well. (: after that its outing wif frens that we met during the camp. =D and bapok is bookin out tml.! LOL.

Some say im m i s s e a s y t o p l e a s e but..
Why cant humans just tink simply and be simple.
s i m p l i c i t y . t h a t s m e .

2007-01-25T17:09:00.000+08:00

time: 5.09pm
currently: rotting!

i haf never feel so bored and restless in my life. everyones working and here i am moulding rotting and decomposing at home. i cooked lunch, iron the clothes, watch tv and even read a book. but nothing seems to be able to settle me down. im still feelin rather restless and bored. gonna meet the girls for dinner tonight. whee. its gonna be so fun! (: LOL. anyway, i chance upon this a few days back and its about hugs.

"Hugging is healthy. It helps the body's immune system, it keeps you healthier, it cure depression, it reduces stress, it induces sleep, its invigorating, its rejuvenating, it has no unpleasant side effects, and hugging is nothing less than a miracle drug.
Hugging is all natural.It is organic, naturally sweet, no pesticides, no preservatives, no artificial ingredients and 100 percent wholesome.
Hugging is practically perfect. There are no movable parts, no batteries to wear out, no periodic check-ups, low energy consumption, high energy yield, inflation proof, nonfattening, no monthly payments, no insurance requirements, theft-proof, nontaxable, nonpolluting and, of course, fully returnable."

2007-01-16T17:11:00.000+08:00

im loving it. (:
love being a camp instructor and lookin at all the happy faces after every camp. love the kids. love the companions. love EVERY single bit of it. (:
wells. i just break camp last friday and im gg back to "work" tml. fun or wad. LOL. but.. crap, i lost my blue shirt. damn. i dont wanna spend animore on those shirts. some kind soul better gif it back to me.
was friendster hoppin juz now and it feels like i just get to know lots of "NEW" pple. dere were drastic changes in many of them. Be it their personality, looks or rules abiders to rule breakers. it makes me reflect and think about myself. who am i and who WAS i.? wells. one thing is for sure. im still crazy. still laughing and fooling around. sometimes i feel like im the only one who hasnt grow up and i haven been true to myself =x
P.S. can there ever be platonic relationship between 2 close friends of different genders?
alrights. was blog hopping just now when i saw this on fiona's blog and i decided to do it since im bored. (: i really miss that babe.

Layer ONE- On the Outside
Name: Melissa
Birth Date: 4th Dec 1988
Current Status: Attached
Eye Color: Black?
Hair Color: reddish brown?!
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Saggitarius/ Dragon

Layer TWO - On the inside
Your Heritage: Chinese.
Your Fears: Performing below my expectations
Your Weaknesses: never know when n where to draw my line
Your Perfect Pizza: Hawaiian

Layer THREE - Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: I wanna sleep
Your Bedtime: It depends
Your most missed memory: Havin Fun Overseas

Layer FOUR - Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Neither.
McDonald’s or Burger King: Burger King. (I'm sick of Mac)
Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton tea.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino.

Layer FIVE -Do you
Smoke: Nopes.
Curse: Yeah.

Layer SIX - In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: yupp.
Gone to the mall: yupp.
Been on stage: yeahs!
Eaten sushi: Nopes =(
Dyed your hair: Nope.

Layer SEVEN - Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: Nah.
Changed who you were to fit in: Alil, but it never feels right.

Layer EIGHT
Age you’re hoping to be married: 27!

Layer NINE - In a Girl/Guy
Best eye colour: Any colour will do.
Best hair colour: No preference.
Short or long hair: Nt too long. Nt too short =x

Layer TEN - What Were You Doing
1 minute ago: Smsing. Listening to music
1 hour ago: slacking
4.5 hours ago: watching tv? eating lunch?
1 month ago: In NZ, having fun!
1 year ago: Starting my Alevels!

Layer ELEVEN - Finish the sentence
I love: FUN!
I feel: like performing magic and make my blue shirt appear
I hate: spending so much money (For Now ONLY.!)
I hide: you seek? =/
I miss: watching movies.
I need: some entertainment NOW!

Layer TWELVE - Tag 5 people
Anyone.

2006-12-09T11:54:00.000+08:00

the past one week was super eventful.
there was my birthday followed by prom and then chaletSSS.! LOL. (:
all in all.! it was total fun! =)
prom was more of foto takin den stayin in the ballroom eating. dere were so many pple standing outside that no one knows wad was happening in the ballroom. LOL. wads more "interesting" was that the dance floor was empty after the dinner. everyone went down to bars and pubs to club. prom rocks.! lots of fotos were taken. gt to see many of my frens too.! frens tt im nt v.close wif also came forward to ask for fotos to be taken. it feels great tat ur nt forgotten. (: at least thats how i feel. the BEST thing was... i gt to meet peijun!! my 1st 3mth klassmate hu is in acjc now.! whee~!! (: i miss hanging out wif that babe.
after prom it was time for chalet. first i had class chalet and den ODAC chalet. sheesh. we cld haf done so much more things ONLY IF it din rain. such a spoiler. oh wells. (: did some catching up wif all my frens. played dai dee like it was never gg to end. stayed up till very late in the night till i started to tear. hahas.
im gg to NZ later followed by cruise. will be back on the 20th. in the meanwhile, everyone please take care kays! (: cyaz soon.!
-thanks for being so frank to me (even if u still find it pointless) oh wells. at least ya did wad ya wanna do. remember our bens and jerrys cos im nt opening it. LOL. tgc. thanks for being such a close fren (:
-thanks for being so understanding. (: cyaz.

2006-12-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

2nd dec.
wells. i had lots of dn on tt dae. everyone gathered at my hse to celebrate my bdae. whee~! was quite interesting to have so many pple at my hse all at one time. (: really enjoyed myself on tt day.! LOL. THANKS FOR ALL THE PRESENTS! (: really love it to bits. THANKS EVERYBODY!!
4th dec.
hahas. one word : FANTASTIC! (: had a great dinner too. yummy. thanks for making today such a memorable one.! LOL. (: whhheee~! perfect.
i wan to slp. tired. blog another day.
smiles (:

2006-12-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

perfect. thanks (:
wheee! tml tml. i cant wait. BBQ.! fun! lets hope everything goes well tml n everyone enjoy themself (: hahas. manage to buy some of the things tt i need todae. LOL.
jelly makin was fun. i dont rrly care bout the end result as long as its edible =x LOL. oh wells. i enjoyedd the process though.
both my aunts came over todae too. so lunch was nt bad.! hahas. and everyone was in the kitchen todae. and tt includes my grandma!! guess wad?! she cooked dinner todae! oh gosh.! i miss her cooking! hahas. im so glad she can start working around the house on her own now! (:
okies. more tml.! needa go slp.! nights!

2006-11-30T11:14:00.000+08:00

out.out.out.
thats how i haf spend my past few days.
went out wif becca on sat (: hahas. its always fun hanging out wif her. frm dhoby we went to marina den to suntec den to citylink den to bugis. shes one gd shopper. LOL. (:
on sundae. i went queenstown to buy shoes. bought my bdae cake too. whee.. awfully chocolate rocks! (: i feel spoilt todae =x
the next few days it was out wif jianwen wesley pei min and aiting to vivo. wenjian to orchard ( hahas. movie marathon. =x ) claresta to orchard too. met aiting after work too
wells. in short. i enjoyed every single day tt i spend wif them. LOL
i treasure our frenship.
i guess im starting to draw the line. i know u dont like it. but.. sorry.
~~cravings:~~
"ham ji peng" (maxwell market)
prawn mee (tekka)
popiah
carrot cake (chomp chomp)
chocolate chip n macademia (famous amos)
MORE FOOD... hahas (:

2006-11-24T14:29:00.000+08:00

3rd day.
my eye still hurts and its kinda swollen =x in short. i gt eye infection. and the nice doctor decided to use a needle and do sth to my eyelid. oh wells.
was supposed to go to adidas sale wif the annians todae but its too EARLY. =x and now its raining so i tink the themepark outing wld be cancelled. sheesh.! nvmz. deres always a next tym. by den, we wld be able to do sth catching up (:
oh yarh! im having a BBQ tonite.! eat! eat! eat! and i pray the rain would stop. whee~!
met darling shuyi ytd! hahas. had lots of fun hanging out and shopping. i saw sth very PRETTY at far east plaza. the designs on the titanium ear ring were unique. im so in love wif it but its rather expensive. On a lighter note, my mom say she dont mind getting it for me as my bdae present! (: hahas. i feel so blessed.
gtg help out wif tonight's BBQ.
hope u pple enjoy urself tonight too! take care! (:

2006-11-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

decided to officially changed my blog.
As haf been over for awhile and im enjoying it.! and i doubt i will miss MUGGING. (: Lifes been great wif all the late hangouts wif my close frens and my brother. woah! hes been a super gd companion.! (: really. im serious. hehes. its a busy week ahead wif all the preparations for 2nd Dec and all the upcoming BBQs at my hse. guess i haf to start packin my luggage soon.! cant wait to go to NZ. away frm sg for a few days.
oh yarh! i wanna start working too.! pls intro me some jobs! thanks.
rebecca- hey darling.! i knoe this is gonna be a tough period for you. but wells. i knoe ur strong girl. u can get over all this soon. u knoe i will always be dere for u.! i love you. (: cyaz soon.!